I wish school would close.

It's not easy adjusting to this hol-school-longwkend-sch routine. I need coffee, I didnt get any. I need sleep, I didnt get any. I dont need hmwk, I got plenty.

My cursed destiny, perhaps?

And currently I am not on speaking terms with my mum. She threw a shoe at me, for goodness' sake. And it's also those type of 'hit will probably concussion and die' type of heavy shoe. So, there. And my sister who threw a clip from me got this slap in return, so all's well and all. Very well. And added with the fact that oral's in two days, maths in another two days, spanish results pending, elit wksht half done with the f-ingmockingbird nowhere close to being finished, and with nothing done on my behalf, I am practically brimming with happiness and joy. Yeah, right.

Plus with the fact that i may have to retake the spanish test over and over again if i fail...

So now day and night I pray that H1N1 would infect, say, a cat? or sth and then the school would close for a month. Or a week. Whatever.

I pray to high heavens, make things easy for me. I'm tired, I really am.

The first thing I wanna tell ya bout illnesses is that you gain patience. Now currently stuck with a horrid flu, I don't breath nor speak properly, I don't scream at anyone, now even when I try my guts out.

The next thing I wanna tell you about illnesses is that they suck. Trust me, you CANNOT find any other suckier thing on this planet than illnesses. Well, maybe lack of iTouch fund. And waiting for movies to come out. And fighting parents. And stupid sisters. Well never mind.

The last thing I wanna tell ya about illnesses is that they rot. They rot you stomach to half past recognisation. Especially when you are screaming internally for food and your stomach is growling like hell but you can't eat anything because you already feel horrid and is scared that anything you eat makes you more horrid. A flu means you're cold and a sore throat means you're hot. So I eat, like, nothing? Water? Hmm.

Conclusion: Illnesses sucks.

P.S. Typing pages of tiny chinese words into your comp sucks too.

I am officially declaring Sarah Tan the worst movie picker in the entire history of movie watchers. Hint: Don't watch Mall Cops.

Anyway, School's boring, DUH. And I have this horrid physics test coming up and I have really no idea how to do whatever anything that includes distance and displacement and velocity. Not that I want to. And goeg test sucks too. I shan't even go into that.

My mum's cutting the newspaper supply to my house because I didn't read it and it's sort of like, stacking up in a corner. Hmm. And coz my dad has his own to his office, he doesn't give a damn. Boy, I'm sure he's glad to save thirty bucks a month. And he won't even give me ten now.

Seriously, I wonder how long I've got before my iTouch fund runs dry. I mean, I've ONCE had like, $500, and unfortunately I randomly thought of waiting till next month, a rash decision which I horribly REGRET now, and how was I to know that so much would happen during that month! I mean, I had so many outings, my dad went to china, I went out with my friends, blah blah blah, so now a measly like, what, $100 is left now? And speaking of which my allowance is due this month so I shall have more. Yeah. Which will probably fly off too. i mean, money's damn fickle minded. It won't stay put for long.

Can't say it's been a bad holiday.

Tis' good. Of course it is. Who wouldn't learn to appreciate a nice, uneventful week all to yourself where you can soak in warm water in the bathroom w/o worrying about your hmwk?

And I finally got to watch movies! Three, in fact. Slumdog Millionaire was nice, good in a morally-heart-wrenching type of life story. Dragonball Evolution was, well, let's just say it's real colourful. Race to Witch Mountain was nice too, it the my type of movie - nice. Whatever.

Read tons of books this holidays. Reader's Digest, Times, all the newspaper I missed out, got some time to read the last few month's copy of cleo and seventeen, and tons and tons of storybooks. I finally finished the second book of the Stephenie Meyer's vampire series. Well, I wouldn't exactly be proud of it coz it's been lying around for say, 4 months? In fact I should never have bought the entire series in the first place. Also reread Jurrasic park the lost world, wonder if I should watch the freaking movie, decided against it coz well, the images of crunching bones were too vivid in my head. Wanted to buy Confessions of a Shopaholic, changed my mind coz I ran out of money that day I went out. Phew.

Also finally bought the Marks & Spencer's China Blue and Lavender hand cream. God knows, I've been thinking about them for long enough. Sadly to say, my unfortunate expenditures during this holiday aren't exactly, say, contributing to my iTouch fund, which is depleting rapidly. And my dad's leaving for China, OMG. I will run out of money and become a pauper. Hmmm.

Also, Monday we went East Coast for CIP. Took lotsa pictures. For those in the pictures, I've sent them to you, check your email, blah blah.

I don't suppose you can see us clearly...

I certainly ain't looking forward to school.

I'll go crazy without them.

I really wonder why I am so suai.

Today has been a really horrid day for me. Firstly, in the VERY EARLY morning, I had this really hard and annoying, frustrating, exasperating, irritating and unbearable Geog test. Luckily I even THOUGHT of reading the case study of rift valleys or I'll just start crying in the middle of the exam. -,-"'

Next, I had PE, and we were doing soccer, and the other team had to throw so freaking hard and I was trying to stop the ball (obviously, or what, eat?) and trying to lock my hands behind my back when I was doing it because I am more of a basketball person and kept trying to use my hands. Phew!!! And in the end I guess I couldn't judge my strength and end up ALWAYS kicking the ball out of the court. And my shoulder, elbow, both thighs, both calves and both ankles and both feet hurt till I sort of wobbled my way back to class. That's how bad it is.

And then, IMMEDIATELY after recess, I got my the horrendous and unbelievably bad chem test which I thought was really good, you know. Till I sort of like saw everyone's paper around me and realised that I'm in fact, like, one of the lowest. So. And IMMEDIATELY after chem, it was just my horrid luck to get back my maths test, which, fyi, I had this feeling I would trash. And i did. My instincts never fail me, not even the bad ones. :((( And actually I wasn't so bad actually, it was an A2, actually, a barely hit A2 sort of A2, i mean. until the teacher for no appropriate reason wrote the average of the class' marks next to my marks and is was like, mocking my marks or something because my marks sucked next to it.

And the next person I want to complain about is May Shuen. I totally cannot STAND her and her perfect marks! She freaking got full marks for maths and ALMOST full marks for chem but that is not my point! My point is that WHY does she have to get so high in the first place, and I mean, I congratulate her, of course, but it's just a degrading blow to my fragile self-esteem and my wounded pride when it is already in pieces by the average marks of the class written next to my marks!!!! ARGHH!!!! So I decided I would stop blogging now and focus on the english impromtu speech that had been giving my headaches for countless nights!!!! :0

But I decided that I still have lots to complain so I will carry on.

Then there's impromtu speech, which I think I will never, ever, ever, ever like, pass. I mean, why does people like pei yun has to be register numbered so much in front and give a wondrous speech and all and when I listen I'll be feeling so SUPER stressed because I would never get to that standard, EVER, and I'll probably just stand up there and gape like an ass and everyone would never let me hear the end of it. Hmmph.

And there's also chinese spelling next week, which I am super stressed about to get like, full marks for next week, because I freaking flunked my chinese test with a lousy 16.5/like, a lot.

So it means that I either try to pass my chinese spelling to pull my overall chinese marks up or my MOTHER would never let me hear the end of it. And also, I sort of failed my geog graded assignment. I mean sort of, because I mean, technically, I DID fail it but that I feel that the grading system is so unfair I should be counted as I pass. Yeah. And Since I failed that GA, my high marks for the previous test doesn't exactly count because I gonna count the average or sth. And SINCE i sort of didn't know how to do any questions for today's geog test, I have the impending INSTINCT that i may pretty well fail it or maybe, a borderline pass.

So i WOULD pull my entire geog overall marks down further more and I will be feeling so intensely depressed, and nono, i mean, I AM feeling TOO overly depressed, the depression is overwhelming, I shall just go sit on my bed and think about how long this depression is going to last and how am I ever gonna cope with it. Yeah in fact, I will.